Confession.

Ok, I haven't been writing much on the blog lately, but there's a good reason. Baby Miser #2 is on the way!! So, I haven't been feeling great and haven't been doing much of anything that is blog-worthy. In fact, I've been doing so little of anything that it's starting to become a little bit depressing. When you're mildly sick most days, all day and very lethargic to boot, taking care of the one baby is about all that happens. But, I don't have the energy to do anything fun with her or to be creative, so I kinda start to feel like a bad mommy. Throw in a little crankiness and I start to resemble a bad wife, too. I won't even get started about how lame I feel as a missionary. Anyway, these are just some feelings that come and go and I know I'm not completely useless and, of course, God's grace is so much greater than I often remember and covers me even in these times of pregnancy "icks". I should have started by saying how thrilled we are, how blessed we feel to be welcoming another baby into our lives and family and how good God is, all the time. I'm on the doctor hunt at the moment, hoping to find someone in La Paz that would be willing to give me a good shot at a VBAC. So far, I've been a bit discouraged in that area, too. A missionary friend of ours who has lived here for over 20 years says he's never heard of anyone having a VBAC before. Not good odds. But, maybe I'll be the first! So, if you want to pray for us- ask the Lord to send us a doctor we can trust that has been able to brush up on what "new" things have come out medically in the last 20 years or so....cause most doctors here haven't had that chance. So, hooray for our Christmas baby! And, P.S.- we're not ready to go FB public yet- so keep your comments to the blog. :) Thanks.